unravelling the mysteries of my sad life by unwinding with ravel and co.

thats my sad attempt at trying to be clever with words. sigh

anyway I’ve been busy with school work and whatnot. but its also partially because somebody here was a genius and went out playing everyday from thurs-sunday… fri night was the LONDON PHILLIE ORCHIE! :) okay they were great but not that great. they did good with the ravel piano concerto (ah, very gershwinny piece) but with rach I felt they were not rach enough!! their rach felt powerful but so.. cheery. which was very wrong.

the night before.. thurs night… I went out with some friends to celebrate the end of a horribly merciless school week. we had dinner at an all-you-can-eat sushi bar. it made me so dreadfully full but there I had to go and have dessert at max brenners. choc fondue fruits and ice cream. which, after taking my last bite, I promptly got up and ran to the bathroom to barf. what a traumatising experience. I felt like a bulimic. I really need to stop eating so much… need to know when to stop and not be a goldfish.

saturday was soooooo awesome because… I WENT ICE SKATING. I miss the ice so damned much it felt really good to step out on the ice albeit wearing skates with no edges. and the fact that it took me more than an hour to get to the only ice rink in sydney. north shore my friend. but oh well. ahhh I miss hockey so much.. and miss my sticks fuzzy, wuzzy and shorty a lot. I need to practise some stick handling when I get back to singapore!

sunday. browsed abit at kinokuniya and watched a gold class movie after church. well for the experience. and it was julie and julia (the movie) which really inspired me to cook more but eat less.

and it’s confirmed. I shall be going to melbourne (again!) and tasmania for a mini grad trip after the exams! :) Ireally closed both eyes and booked the tickets lest I remained indecisive till the end..

so thats that. and yeap, 10 days till the end of school forever. not factoring in exams, that is. 23 days till I’m a grad. the end of being a broke college student and the beginning of life as a broke adult.

wiggles again

no giggles this time though.

wiggles has a serious problem, and it’s gonna set me back by 550 buckaroos. sigh !!

it’s so hard to believe,…

my mother’s so wise though. she helped me see why I should thank God still.

then I remembered a lesson I learnt in Bible study last year… “in everything, give thanks”

hard to believe, hard to practice at times like this… but I will try!

anyway I’m gonna go ahead and fix wiggles, see if Jade (the girl who wants to buy my car) and I can work out something. anyway, it’s all good for her anyway. maybe God let me fix it cuz it’d be worse if I’d sold wiggles to her and this problem arose just days after she’d bought him?? O.O

anyway, sad case cj friend has left. so classic, ‘sad case cj friend got sad case send-off…’ byebye!

gotta study now. tonite, sure gonna binge. i’m dead meat.

I should prolly go t o sleep after this..

no sleep in 2 days, and I’m still blogging at this time when I should be catching up on my sleep. I must be becoming like kif! ha ha

anyway, as is my habit of reflection on every last-day-of-something, I just wanted to take this time to really thank GOD for all the wonderful things He’s given me. I can’t ever look back and regret on anything even though sometimes I might feel like doing so, cuz the knowledge that He had everything planned out for me right from the beginning makes me so , so very thankful for all that I’ve encountered along the way.

if ever asked if I would go back and change something from the past, I don’t think I would- because that would mean that I would not have met with some of the most wonderful things that have happened to me.

thanks God.

gambarugambarugambarugambaru!!!!!!!

PUNISHMENT FOR EATING.. I MEAN, OVEREATING! AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! – STAYING UP TONITE TO STUDY!!!!! GOTTA GAMBARIMASU! 4 MORE WEEKS!!! AND TONITE IN PARTICULAR CUZ I’M GOING OUT TMR !!!!!! okay I sound so deprived but yes in actual fact I lead quite a sad life…

I really wonder why I still eat when I’m so full… everytime food is put in front of me I will still eat… my brain really takes control huh… it completely ignores any cues that my stomach sends to it…

MY LATERAL HYPOTHALAMUS REALLY NEEDS LESIONING! >.<

but… 30 cents soft cream cone!!!

sakae sushi eating contest!!!!

I’m becoming sucha shameless glutton…………. like hatanaka kousuke (X.X)

anyway going 2 the fashion show tmr so gonna stay up to studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy even though it’s friday nite!!!!! ciaoz

End of Week 7~

I really love the feeling of Fridays… the end of another week, yet closer to home! :)

The fact that I survived the last 2 weeks gives me such a tremendous sense of triumph! 5 subjects, tons of assignments, work, no sleep, and battling with the flu- I got through it all!! Praise God!:)

but I’ve got to gambaru now because if I slack off now I’ll end up going through a replica of the last 2 weeks (the awful result of procrastination).

Yay yayyyyyy Friday Fridayyyyyyy :) :)

P.s. I received an e-mail this morning from uiuc telling me I could go ahead and book my plane tickets… In other words… I’VE BEEEEEEEN ACCEPTED!!!!!! I’m outta here this June! :)

but yeah, suddenly I’ve got somewhat mixed feelings about leaving here. I just have to trust that God has it planned out for me and I know He has…