bye forever, wiggles :(

with wiggles gone it’s like a large chunk of my heart ripped out and yet, a huge burden off my shoulders.

:( … :)

alrite, back to stats…

4 days

can seem really, really long when you still have 2 big hurdles to cross.

anyhow, I CAN’T WAIT.

meanwhile.. bread is my comfort food to keep me going through the nite.

apart from Divine Wisdom from above,

I think that my mum and dad are some of the wisest pple I’ll ever know in my life. the advice, the encouragements, the words of comfort I’ve ever gotten from them will probably stick with me always…

just felt the urge to say that. ha ha.

back to studying, the last lap for social psych! exam tmr morning. I’m inevitably dead meat. leave me some words of condolences, please.

work, study, and fat

juz got home from work at the cricket ground! I am so sick of chips and fish and meat pie even though I don’t even eat meat pie. brought home a ton of loot though, for my housemates. too bad sad case cj friend left already or u can join in the free meat pie feast. my wrist is very sore from scooping chips all night long, and my stomach is even more sore from nibbling on them all night long.

work was pretty fun anyway. really appreciate this job that sends me everywhere, I always get to meet new pple, see new places. the in-charge today was this young girl named deborah who’s 19 and studying at UTS and she talks alot. it makes working fun. and the cook guy actuallly works at matsuya!! ha ha! we almost went there last nite for dinner. so cool. if I had a choice, I’d choose to be a kitchen hand next time. I had a whale of a time making the food. and I will have a whale of a time making food forever and ever… I wanna work in a sushi restaurant or something. say, I should fulfill my dad’s dream for me to become a fugu chef. ha ha.

anyway, I am now $550 poorer. I sent wiggles to the workshop this morning to get his alternator fixed. well I’m just glad he’s alright now.. phew. but pumping money into the little thing I’m about to sell didn’t make me feel exactly elated. at least I can drive to church tomorrow with a peace of mind that wiggles isn’t going to die on the road.

this weeks gonna be a dreader. I know it’s gonna whizz by, and yet, it’s gonna be my longest week here by far. research project I haven’t started on, psych exam I haven’t studied for, Jap exam I wanna score HD for. I don’t know if I can handle it, or if I’ll even survive..

okay I’m gonna shower now and get the smell of chips and meat pie off me… then I’ll settle down, practise some Jap by writing in my JAP BLOG(!!) then take some notes for my research proj then study for psych.

wiggles again

no giggles this time though.

wiggles has a serious problem, and it’s gonna set me back by 550 buckaroos. sigh !!

it’s so hard to believe,…

my mother’s so wise though. she helped me see why I should thank God still.

then I remembered a lesson I learnt in Bible study last year… “in everything, give thanks”

hard to believe, hard to practice at times like this… but I will try!

anyway I’m gonna go ahead and fix wiggles, see if Jade (the girl who wants to buy my car) and I can work out something. anyway, it’s all good for her anyway. maybe God let me fix it cuz it’d be worse if I’d sold wiggles to her and this problem arose just days after she’d bought him?? O.O

anyway, sad case cj friend has left. so classic, ’sad case cj friend got sad case send-off…’ byebye!

gotta study now. tonite, sure gonna binge. i’m dead meat.

wiggles… =(

2 people are coming to view wiggles today!! hope I can get a good offer… but, they’re both late. one ws supposed to come at 11 and theo ther at 12 (which is now) but apparently they are m.i.a……..

anyway, futorimasu. been eating so darned much, and studying too darned little. finished my final ling essay alr, which means…… done with psycholing!!!! :) 4 more subjects to go!

anyway, btw, my sad case fren from cj is here visint in sydney and is still snoring away.. lol !!

hm, dunno what to do now, cuz if I study no doubt I’ll get interrupted in awhile. so I shall just slack.. and listen 2 music (my newww FULL respighi ballet).. hee!

er.. I’m slacking…

507am: I’m supposed to be writing my final essay but obviously I’m getting very distracted. blogging + watching youtube videos X.x but AH HA, I managed to find the entire rossini-respighi ballet at last! benn looking for it for soo long.. yum!

actually, I’m just listening to the videos more like it. rite now blasting POP music into my brain to jolt it a little. augh..

love music though…

today’s sermon: “all music is a gift from God!”

I should prolly go t o sleep after this..

no sleep in 2 days, and I’m still blogging at this time when I should be catching up on my sleep. I must be becoming like kif! ha ha

anyway, as is my habit of reflection on every last-day-of-something, I just wanted to take this time to really thank GOD for all the wonderful things He’s given me. I can’t ever look back and regret on anything even though sometimes I might feel like doing so, cuz the knowledge that He had everything planned out for me right from the beginning makes me so , so very thankful for all that I’ve encountered along the way.

if ever asked if I would go back and change something from the past, I don’t think I would- because that would mean that I would not have met with some of the most wonderful things that have happened to me.

thanks God.

1 door down…

they’re having an end-of-semester party, while I’m some pathetic figure sitting at my desk in the darkness of my sadly lit room knowing that I still have one more day of school tmr. AND that I’m probably gonna have to spend the night finishing up an assignment due tmr. the price of procrastination…

to look on the bright side though, tmr’s the last day of school for me in this crappy institution for the next year. wheeee!:)

okokay, back 2 work. I’ve gotta go dig up my noise cancelling headphones so I don’t have to hear the excruciating cheers of joy coming from that 1 door down……..

by theway…

you know you’re procrastinating when you…

-you shine your boots only AFTER getting home from work

-stand in the bathroom brushing your teeth for half an hour till your gums start bleeding

-blog even though you have a ton of work to finish up and are getting very sleepy…

O.O

CRAP. time to muggggggggggggggg.

pore pack coming off my nose now……… rip, OUCH.

can’t wait for my pay to come in.